You are so strange and so beautiful. Do you know, that when I'm feeling angry or sad, my left hand throbs? Strange, isn't it? Those feelings I have must really have an effect on my heart...Because you know how people who have strokes/heart attacks get a tingle in their left arm. So, if you see me shaking my left hand vigorously, get a clue. I have been making friends at college. Well. Sort of. It's more like I've actually made an effort to be more friendly. I'd really still prefer to be alone though. You get more work done that way. So when you go home, you're free to sleep/eat/watch tv/work out/muck around. Sleep for me is more than just rest. It is a retreat. I am no warrior.