I can't believe the last time I updated was 3 months ago! So it's 6 days into Ramadhan and less than a month until my finals. I'm trying to be good this Ramadhan, because I totally failed last year, I'll let you know at the end of the month how it works out. And the coming finals should be my final finals, unless all this mucking about comes round to bite me in the ass. Which it probably will. But hey, can't say I don't deserve it. Someone asked me why I'm not straight edge anymore. It's just simply because I enjoy doing things that are not straight edge. Sometimes I wish I still was, because I seem to have been a better person back then than I am now, but that's kind of subjective, too...I'm just having a good time, really, and maybe one day I can put all this behind me. How's everyone else doing? I'm sorry I never read your diaries much anymore, I just have major issues with internet connection. Other than that, and the fact that I am at what probably is the most unmotivated period of my life, worse even than when my granddad passed, it's all good. Still trying to figure out ways to move to London and leave the Malaysian uni life behind...don't really see it happening anytime soon. :/ Well okay, I've got to bust a move, take care of yourselves, mmkay.