Do you ever feel like you don't deserve to feel good? I do. On those moments when things are going well and I'm content, I fear that there must be a catch somewhere. But when I think real hard about it, I manage to convince myself that it is possible for everything to be just that cool, and all I have to do is be thankful for it. My weekend didn't turn out as unbearable as I thought it would. Went to the city on Friday night because Azzi's friend wanted to find some cheap shoes. You know the kind: Made in the exact same factory and with the exact same materials as Nike and Adidas, except that the cheap shoes carry some sort of obscure name they pulled out of a bag. Last night was Azzi's birthday. We had dinner and at the end, after he paid, Azzi tried to be all suave and asked them to keep the change. Except that the waiter hadn't showed us the bill right, so we actually owed them a little bit more. There's a typhoon in the Philippines that's blowing monster winds our way. Hopefully today it won't rain like yesterday and we can just sit back and enjoy the cool weather. All right. I'm gonna get out of here before my internet connection plays me again. Update I'm writing all this because I am bored. It amazes me how many Melayu hip hop star wannabes one can come across on Friendster. Kids in KL have a way of liking something and yet not be genuine about it. Noreen knows what I'm talking about, right, Noreen? Yea, I know you feel me, dawg. Fosho. I miss having Juji & Nana around and I miss hanging out with the guys. I miss leaving the house at 1030pm with the intention of having a drink but ending up eating a whole plate of roti pisang. Maybe 2. I'm just waiting for the day I become that girl with hair tumbling past her shoulders. (Hmm. That sounds like Nana, but whatever.) I need more girl friends! I need more girl friends! I need more girl friends! I need! Need! NEED! I need more girl friends!!!!!! I just sent Noreen an SMS begging her to come back to KL. Of course she won't reply, but I just thought I'd let her know what my needs are. (Refer to the previous 2 paragraphs.) Oh, the lamb is back already! Bless her soul. I shall now wait patiently for her to come online because, you know, we want to go back to our Form 5 days. 17 was the best year of my life.