New Jersey lost to San Antonio 88-77 :( That's the second consecutive year the Nets have lost in the NBA finals. This saddens me. They really had a lot going for them, but in the end just threw it away. Oh, what do I do. I turn 20 in 2 days and am at pretty much in the same place I was a whole year ago. I find myself questioning all the decisions I've made, and that's just no good, now, is it? I'm so unsure of myself. And it's hard when I don't know who I can depend on, either. It's tough to be turning twenty and still be unsure of that. Oh well anyway. Last night I drove home at about 430 in the morning, all by myself. I was pretty much on auto-pilot, but it was lovely. The Federal Highway was empty, and I resisted the urge to speed home as I usually do (for fear of getting into some freak accident on an empty freeway). I swear to God, I could drive like that all night. If only I didn't have any obligations, and the gas stations were safe enough and had clean enough restrooms. For a minute while I was driving, because I was just going at a steady speed, it felt more like the road was going past me, instead of the other way around. Like the road itself was moving and sending me on my way home. Driving home late at night has the tendency to get me all trippy, and you can bet that I find that kind of interesting----being the no drinking, no drugs kind of girl that I am. Ok. I've nothing else to say. You have a good week ahead of you now.