I like this song very much. It's very psycho, very South. Well. I went to the Mariah Carey concert last weekend. I like to think that I try to go against the grain, but I seriously doubt myself when I say things like "I went to the Mariah Carey concert last weekend". Oh well whatever, I had a good time, save for being slapped on the hip by a rudeass bizzatch just because I stood in her way (she didn't have to slap me!) and being told to hand over my digicam because I was taking unauthorised pictures. I didn't actually hand it over though, I managed to slip into the ladies' for a few and went back to my seat with the camera safely hidden in my back pocket. Yea, I'm real slick like that. I think that I need to start living my life for myself instead of having it revolve around other people. Does that sound incredibly selfish? I guess it does. I'm really talking about my social life, so actually I think that by doing what I want to do whenever I want to do it, I'll have to do it by myself. Which would be so much cooler if I didn't have to worry about being Malaysia's latest rape statistic. I doubt that whole last paragraph made much sense. After 3 1/2 months on break, I finally go back to school next month. Which is really next week, but saying 'next month' makes it sound like I still have plenty of breaktime. I'd be excited if I actually felt like I was any closer to graduating, which I am, but really, it's still 2 1/2 years away. I miss the dudes. And this wasn't anything more than me rambling away just to kill time 'til I start to feel sleepy.