It's funny when you're going through something but nobody knows about it but yourself. Even funnier when you yourself don't even know what exactly it is that you're going through. But going back to the first thing I said...It feels like I'm cheating on someone. Not that I would personally know what that feels like; I'm talking about how you're doing something that no one else knows about. It's equivalent. Free cell games left hanging. Forgotten about simply because there were no more legal moves to be made. But left open because I didn't want another loss recorded in the statistics. Lovely isn't it, how I made something as trivial as a computer game sound so deep. Yesterday my mother showed me a picture of me 'graduating' from kindergarten. I was actually wearing a cap and gown and holding a 'diploma'! Can you believe it?? They'd even given me matching shoes to wear! I felt a little sad looking at that picture. Yes, I had that cliched feeling of not knowing who that little girl is anymore. And MY, was my hair straight! How on Earth did it turn into this wavy-straight-curly blend? Oh, the joys of puberty. If I could put a grimacing face here, I would. Ok, I'm done.