i'm soooo worried.. i think that my ex, Dustin might have killed himself.... i really hope he didn't.... if he did that's the second one this year.... crying all day.. this really sucks... he's not answering his cell phone and i'm afraid to call his house.... oh well... if he did or is planning to, there really isn't anything i can do to stop or help it... i just feel really bad about how i broke up with him.... i know if he does/ did, it is partially my own fault.... i need to talk to the counsoler... tell you how it all turns out.... ps SAGE SAYS HI!!!