I’m hoping that I’ll get to see Kyle tomorrow. I’m going to the mall for silent dinners and he said last week that he should be able to get there. I really want to see him again… It’s been almost seven months since we’ve seen each other… and we haven’t even really talked that much. I don’t know why I care about him so much and even still want to be with him… if he doesn’t show I won’t be angry, but it will make it a lot easier to be able to break it off… I’m not sure that I really want to, but people keep telling me that I should… I don’t know if it is that I want to see him, or that I just want to see someone… I haven’t been able to do anything really with anyone, except a few girls and I’m feel really deprived… On the girl note… Kyla got a new boyfriend and that has totally taken her away from me… I know that I love Kyla, but I also know that she doesn’t feel the same way… oh well, that’s how it always is, right?? ). Oh well… I hope everything turns out okay… I still got a couple friends (only one that’s really reading this, you know who you are :-P (roar))