Okay… I need you to know some things if you aren’t going to call me… First and foremost: I love you, I still do… even after all of this, I do… I’m not sure why, but I do… and I want to stay with you… no matter how much any of what is to follow seems to contradict that, just remember it… I love you and I want to stay with you… And if the reason you haven’t called is actually because I did something wrong, I’m sorry… let me know what it is and I’ll fix it… Okay… I talked to my counselor a little over a week ago… she told me to break up with you, or at least yell at you… every one of my friends have told me that I should break up with you… even my mother is wondering why every night I am waiting by the phone for you to call… and actually, I’m starting to wonder that myself… My old motto when it cam to relationships was, “no man is worth your tears, when you find the one who is, he won’t make you cry”… and over the past three weeks, it seems as though whenever I think about you, that is all that I do, cry… and in the past, that would make me want to dump a guy right away… but for some reason, not this time… And honestly, I don’t know what the hell is so fucking special about you… I’ve been treated a whole hell of a lot better by guys who didn’t even know my name… but oh well, I guess you aren’t going back on anything since I told you not to promise me that you wouldn’t hurt me… because I knew that you would… because everyone does… and guess what? You did it! Congrats! So, since you now know how I feel… I’m giving you two choices… 1) if you still love me, or even care about me in the slightest: call me by Friday… if even to tell me that you are not going to call me back, ever, or that you still need a little more time… BUT PLEASE CALL ME!!! 2) if you haven’t been calling me to play some sick game with me, or because you just don’t care about me at all anymore: just leave me a message on here simply saying “bye” either way, you know how I feel about you still… and in case you forgot…. I STILL LOVE YOU!!!!