i talked to the counsoler yesterday... they called his school counsoler and they are going to talk to him... he'll never know it was me.. unless of course he remembers i have this site.... but even if he does know it was me, at least then he knows that i really do still care about him, even if i don't want to go out with him anymore... i'm still worried, but at least i have done what i can... i feel better knowing that i may have helped him in some way... he never responded to my text messages, and his cell is still turned off.... i really hope that he didn't do anything... but he told me a while ago, "if someone tells you that they are going to kill themselves, it's just to get attention and they probably aren't going to do it." so i hope he's right, even about himself.... i'll find out today from my counsoler what happened... i'm still really worried.....