kyle, you should have told me what was going, i wold have been happy to let you have as much time as you need... i was so worried about why you weren't calling me.. i thought that maybe you were ignoring me to get an easy way out of our relaionship, or maybe you were cheating on me, or that i may have said/ done something to make you upset with me..... i'm really sorry about the whole "fuck you" thing, i was just angery that you weren't letting me know what was going on... you can have as much time as you need... just call me when ever you you are ready... i love you and i'm willing to wait as long as it takes for you to be ready... I LOVE YOU SOOOO MUCH!!!