thank god valetine's day is over... too many guys wnat me back though... and i'm not sure who to say yes to.. it would be so much easier if brandon was out of prison or kyle had't turned into an ass... i know that i was going to send brandon hat letter, but i never did... i'm no sure how to call his mom.. i mean, i know the whole pick up the phone, dial the number part... but i'll feel really weird talking to her again... but i really want him to know that i'm waiting for him... what if he DOES already have another girl waiting for him??? i really hope that he doesn't... i still love him... he defined love for me... i miss him so much....