okay... last week i called brandons mom, asked for the info to send him a letter... she said she had to write him and ask if it was ok then i should call back this week... so i did... i had given her the fake name i used with him before, in hopes that he would recognize it a lil better (Alissa)... but when she wrote him, she said Melissa... so when i called her back i had to clearify that it was Alissa and not Melissa... and she gave me the info... but she also asked for my phone number so that brandon could call me, and so i gave her my cell number... later that night, he called me 4 TIMES!!! but i wasn't able to answer because i was around my mom everytime... friday at school i told all my friends, but i was so freaked out (in a good way) that i couldn't even eat... after school, my brother's gf wanted me to go with her to a job interview because she wasn't sure where the place was... while she went in for the interview, i went into a near by store... while i as in there, my cell rang... IT WAS BRANDON!!!!!! we could only talk for five minutes, cause hat was all the time he had left... so we caught up somewhat.. and he asked me if i still loved him.. and stupid me, i confessed that i did... but it turns out he's been thinking about me too and he still loves me... then later, on the way back home, he called me again... he told me he had 30 seconds left, and he just wanted to hear my voice again... OMG!!!! HE IS SOOOO FUCKING SWEET!!! I'M IN LOVE WITH HIM AGAIN!!! but i still don't know what to do... i've got nathan... kinda... then there's "you" (and you know who you are..) and kyle's been kinda sweet too (though not too recently....(but loved that pic!!!)) and i won't be able to see brandon again for at least another five years.... so it's not like i'm gonna be waiting for him... i just seriously need some people's opinions...