sorry i haven't updated all summer.... i know that last time i said that i would update soon.... and that was like two and a half months ago... but anyway... just really sorry about that.... ***************************************** ANYWAYZ!!!! ***************************************** this summer has been very busy... i went to vegas (not a fun place to go when ur only 17..), went to Lake Powell (not a fun place to go when you get VERY sick from extreme temperature change...(seattle to desert...)), and camping in Eastern Washington (would have been a lot more fun if i would have stayed more than three days... that Shawn guy was HOT!!!!....)... and that was in just the first week and a half... **************************************** been down at the lake almost every weekend... that's been pretty shitty... except for one night.... (if ur supposed to know about that night.. you already do....) **************************************** had a coupple of scares with missed periods.. but the E.P.T. says that my near future does not include up-all-nights and dipers.. THANK GOD!!! (i mean, don't get me wrong... i would love to have a baby... but just not yet...)... i just think all the missed periods were due to stress and travel... ***************************************** haven't talked to brandon this summer... don't really care to... after talking to him again... i think that i am finaily over him.. well as much as one can be over their first "love"... ****************************************** been talking to kyle for the past couple of weeks... he was suppose to get his liscense two days ago.. but apparently his mother had to work al day so she couldn't take him to the drive test... but he failed the written orgianlly... HAHA!! (j/k, you know i heart you........) ***************************************** i actually just spent the night at kyla's... that was pretty damn fun... well, after we went to bed... the whole afternoon and night til bout 12, she was talking to her ex whom she claims she doesn't like anymore.... uh huh... sure.... ***************************************** i think that i really messed up with this weekend... i was trying to sneak around my parents... but now i think that i am just gonna have to play sick today and tomorrow to get out of Melissa ditching me... though i really am kinda sick.. so... ***************************************** shit.... i'm missing another period this week... i'm feeling sick.... i think i'm gonna have to pee on another stick.... oh well... keep me in ur prayers.... ***************************************** me and my guy (not sure if you really wanna be named yet...) are doing pretty well, as far as i know... (though there have been a few little things... but i think that we are pretty much over them...) i really do love him SOOOOO much... and actually.. the fact that we are doing so well is why i'm gonna have to take another test.... :P fuck you!!! (not really cause that is what is getting us in trouble.....) but I LOVE YOU!!!!! ****************************************** DON'T HAVE SEX 'TIL YOU'RE MARRIED, KIDS!!! ****************************************** I WAN'T MY FAIRY TALE ENDING, DAMNIT!!!