Okay, I can take that (just staying in touch on here)… just so long as we are still communicating… and I’m sorry for in the past making you call me all the time or telling you to be home early… it’s just that I really wanted to talk to you… and in the past, when I’m with a guy, and we don’t talk for a while, it usually doesn’t turn out well… (hmm… sound familiar? *nervous laugh*)… but I don’t want it to be like that with us… I don’t want to lose you… It’s just that when I hadn’t heard from you… I really was worried… I wasn’t sure if something had happened to you… and all of the messages that I leave, the ones that sound as though I’m crying… I really am crying… but you know me… I don’t like facing my problems, so when you call back I act like nothing’s wrong… and another part of that is when I talk to you, actually talk to you… all of my problems seem to go away… Do you know how long it’s been since someone has done that for me? Made me happy? Not since Brandon… but this time is even different from Brandon… when he made me angry, I just wanted to break up with him, not even try to work things out… (then he would always do something to make me change my mind)… see… if it would have been him saying “you’re right, it’s fucking over” I would have said “fine”… but not with you… I love you… I would feel horrible if I knew that I ruined something for us just because I was being stupid and immature... and I’m admitting that is how I was acting… You have no idea how hard it is for me to admit to that… I still hope that you can forgive me for acting the way that I did… you do make me happy (most of the time *heh*)… and I really like feeling happy… I hope that I make you happy as well (most of the time^^)… you can call me when you are ready… I just like to make sure that you are okay and that we are okay… so please keep in touch… I LOVE YOU!!! *big hug and kisses*