last two days... wednesday: started out like one of the worst days in my life... Woke up late… Didn’t have two huge projects done for school… Forgot my keys at home Didn’t have my math home work done Finished my project for first period (really crappy though) before we had to turn it in Worked on and finished math homework in second and third period Finished CWI project during math and at lunch Got everything turned in on time!!! (The night before… I called Kyle to se if he was coming… he blew me off again… swore I’d never call him again…) Was all teary because I reread the e-mails that Kyle had sent me about wanting to get back together… LIAR!!! Got home, hurried up, had something to eat, went to driver’s ed to do my first drive… Almost crashed a few times… but all in all I did okay… I DROVE ON A MAIN ROAD AT 45 MPH!!!! yay!!! Stayed for the lesson… went home… Was in my room changing into lounge clothes to just hang around in cause I wasn’t going to be doing anything for the rest of the day… Phone rang, mom yelled “phone!! It’s Nathan!!!” Nathan: hey, I’m coming over, that okay? Meet me outside. Me: uhhhh…. Ok He came over… and he asked me out!!! He was suppose to wait til today (Friday) but he said he didn’t want to wait, and since Rich ruined it and told me he was going to anyway, he figured he wouldn’t make me wait… Oh yeah… and I said yes!!! THURSDAY: Woke up all smiliy… Had most of my work done… Bragged to everyone at school about Nathan… Good day at school… Came home, talked on the phone with Scott (B), Nathan, James… and… (don’t kill me…) Kyle… ate, got ready for driver’s ed… Did all my work there, aced the pop quiz… Dad picked me up…. Mom usually does… strange… Came home, everyone was eating… went to go work on my math home work… Was lying on the couch… Mom comes up out of no where and digs her nails into my arms, I take off my headphones, she starts yelling at me and saying how my brother told her that I called her a bitch…. I start yelling back, trying to explain myself… she smacks me.. hard…. I run into my room.. shut the door, and sit against it so she can’t open it… I’m crying and txting ppl… (YOU ARE SOOOOOO NICE!!! I couldn’t believe that you actually were gonna come… no one has ever been “available” to come get me… and thanks again for the minutes too… I will pay you back…)