So I called kyle on Thursday… this is how it went… Him: hello? Me: hey Him: oh, hi Me: calling to wish you happy early birthday. Figured you’d be busy tomorrow. Him: oh, thanks Me: so, what are you up to? Him: existing Me: sounds fun Him: how about you? Me: nothing Him: nothing? Me: well, breathing. Him: heh. Well, I’ll look forward to hear from you again. I’m gonna go. Then he hung up… No more than two minutes… Does that seem right?? I really needed to talk to him… he didn’t even give me the chance… So I cried all night… Heh, I actually do love him, and the fact that I really feel that he doesn’t love me is what is breaking my heart… (35th time I’ve had my heart broken…) Called Dustin after crying for a lil while… got his voicemail… left a message of something to the effect of “I really need to talk to someone, and I wanted it to be you…” I was crying hysterically by the end of it… he sent me a text message saying “what’s wrong”… haven’t been able to get a hold of him yet…