i had the best dream ever last night... I was hanging out with Brandon’s sister at the mall and all of a sudden he comes up behind me, covers my eyes and says “guess who?”… and of course since it’s been a year since I even heard his voice, I had no idea… but when I turned around, it was him!!! He grabbed me and hugged me and we kissed… and it’s been almost two years since we’ve done that… The rest of the night I just dreamed about us doing normal couple things, going to the movies, out to dinner… and towards the end, we were at my house and no one else was there… we were watching a DVD… and he turned to me and said, “we’re still getting married, right?” and then it flashed to a month or so later and we were in my church and I was wearing my wedding dress and I was actually getting married!!! Then it was about seven years later and I was taking Alexis Marie to her first day of preschool^^ It was the best dream I have ever had… and it didn’t even have any sexual content^^ (other than the implied by having a child…) I just wish it could come true…. I think that I had the dream because I’ve been going back and looking at his profile for yahoo… he’s been in prison so his e-mail will have shut down, but his profile is still up… and under occupation is says: loving my fiancée… I cried when I saw that… I really do miss him so much… but I don’t think that even after he gets out we’ll get back together… I wish and hope that we could… but I just don’t know… He was my first true love… he shaped me… I will always say that… And I still love him…