reluctant

Listening to: matt wertz
Feeling: renewed
i'm reluctant to trust anymore...why do guys always find a way to lie to me? i really just don't understand...is it too much to ask?? i really don't think so. and why do guys like to stand me up when we have plans? it perplexes me. why should i even trust guys anymore? i've been lied to countless times and it still continues. i'm so sick of it! it's like you might as well not even talk to me if you're going to lie. i guess it's just all one big game in their head....if it's something that's gonna make her mad then lie about it and it'll all be better...WRONG! if you lie then you're making me feel so much worse than if you would have told me the truth! gosh, even patrick always lied to me. i guess it's because i'm so gullible...well i'm learning not to be anymore. haven't you ever heard the phrase, "i'd rather hear the truth that draws a tear than a lie that draws a smile"? that's so true with me. honesty is the most important thing in a relationship...which is not something that most guys have..geeze! ok well i shouldn't be so quick to judge all guys, but why are the guys that like me lyers? this is retarted..i need to do homework. more later..God bless! sorry if i'm kinda ticked..i'll be better later... *manda*
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hey im sry manda!i hope that u feel better and that ur grandpa gets better!i luv u oodles~nicole
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