there is no word for the mood i am in. it's absolutely inexplainable. eldon was amazing, night light was amazing, mykel is amazing, God is amazing. how can you possibly feel so much for one other person? *the stars* i stared up into the night sky and was overwhelmed by God's awesomeness. he has changed me so much. without him i am nothing. our team won 4th place overall at night light. God has shown me that you really have to just bare all of life's hardships in order to appreciate life more. i would undoubtedly take so much for granted had i stayed in eldon. it makes life harder, but God is there to help me through it. i'm completely stumbling over myself. i can try to express my feelings but i know i will never achieve it. love you guys. take care & God bless!!! ♥manda