i'm feelin great guys! tonight i went to church and all went well. and cheerleading went great today. i just noticed that i'm finally being "me" again. for a while there (like a month or so) i didn't even recognize myself but i tried to make the best of it. and now i'm back...yay! lol..sorry if that doesn't make much sense but it makes perfect sense in my mind. "i need you now and forever to stay right here with me, don't ever leave"....now all i need to do is find myself a guy. where are they hiding?! hmmmmm, curious. well you guys will be the first to know if i ever end up hooking one. haha. eh, we'll see how everything works out. but right now i have to dry my hair..hehe. luv you all and God bless!....He's awesome! *manda*