sitting at home after the band comp. that we placed last in. i had the chance to go hang w/ friends....2 invites actually - did i take them?...nope. maybe i like being alone - idk. gahh...ppl get on my nerves when i'm in a bad mood. i think i shall take a bath. it sounds GREAT right about now. ******i miss courtney..every time i try calling her she's not home. lol i just realized she'll be reading this so i can talk directly to her..that's awesome! courtney we NEED to hang out more!!! b/c i love u like that:) -i wish i could be like jason mraz and sleep all day -i wish i weren't such a loner -why do i attract people i can't possibly like? -sometimes i think i'm a spoiled brat -i love my dog~what would i do w/out him? -i do complain a lot -started physical therapy yesterday for my leg...hope it works! -got my homecoming dress...SO cute:) i'm very excited -danny makes me so happy~soon we'll start hanging out more and talking on the phone..right now we're just on a "school-restricted" basis -it really does help to write things down...surprisingly enough i feel much better now than when i started this entry -i change my mind a LOT...i don't even want a bath anymore..a quick shower sounds so much better - that's odd -gonna go take myself up on that offer now~lol...love you guys mucho..sorry i'm in a bad mood:) God bless, *manda* ********edit********** omgsh.......my heart is racing. danny was online and left some messages and i wasn't here!! :( lol..gosh that made my heart got 100 bps just knowing he was on. WAH!!! i'm insane & going to bed. sweet dreams all;)