things i learned when going to eldon: *i'm a pretty good driver even on those really bad roads and gross curvs *i really have changed so much since i left *i miss my friends from there and i love them so *jodi has a hot cousin that she failed to mention *patrick has the best hair - saw him from afar only to realize that i was standing so close to him and i didn't even realize it *realized that patrick saw me - not really sure what he thinks but i refuse to still have a thing for him *i'm going to bawl my eyes out when eldon class of 2007 graduates *courtney, it's not that we can't get anyone, it's that we don't want just anyone...we want perfection *everything looks so much bigger when you're little and when you go back, older this time, you realize that you grew up in a small town and everything in it was small *the Eager Beaver is such a hick restaurant and that's why i love it + it sells more than just BBQ~lol hehe....sorry, i'm sure much of this won't make sense to the majority of you but it's just something i need to keep as a reminder. *question to self: why do people that know me ignore me when they see me? i suppose it's just one of those awkward moments..but i finally said hi to jordan today, it was a bit strange. and patrick s. saw me like 50 times and didn't say hi. that would have been weird too...we haven't talked to each other in at least 3 years and we both look completely different. oh well. i just have to say hi first. that's the lesson learned from this situation. *AHHHH!! *sigh* talking to patrick...this sucks. my brother is going out with someone from eldon and so is my sister! and of course here i am and we all know that it's not gonna work out for me like that. :( wah! idk what's going on. confusing thoughts. must go. luv and God bless! *manda*