i'm not comin down

Listening to: matt nathanson
Feeling: obsessed
i am such a moody little girl. one second i want 1 thing and the next i want something completely different. ehh..i'd better snap out of it - i have now committed myself to nick and there is no turning back. it's cool, i just need to have a little chat with myself~lol. eeepp, i am however very worried bout nick & why he's in trouble. did i mention that i am completely and utterly exhausted right now? i need sleep in the worst way. orientation went relatively well today. pictures aren't gonna be as bad as last year:) very excited bout that one! and i got to see a bunch of people..haha and realized just how badly i need to go shopping. that's kinda funny in itself. i am most enjoying the license:D it is wonderful. if you have the means, i highly suggest picking one up. lol. take care u guys. i love you mucho! cheer practice tomorrow..YAY!:) we get to practice libs;) God bless, *manda*
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Thank you very much. I hate looking into the past because it's really hard to do sometimes. It's even harder to accept the fact that you need to look into the past to learn from your mistakes. Anyway, I hope things go well with you and Nick!

-Andy
lol well alot of guys need to gain a few pounds! lol. but i dont want to go to band tommorow b/x its right after water polo and i will smell like chlorine
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but anyways
i'll cya tonight
love alex
HEy You!
Wow! how have you been? i know its been a while and i heard you talked with Courtney.....im sure she told you everything huh? I just hope she didint make me out to be or sound like a jerk cus thats what she might have done. I have so much to tell you!!! I am so blessed by God. I am the happiest i have ever been and im feel so close to God. He has blessed me Manda. You have no idea....i cant wait to tell you, Oh yes and i have a G/f now
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sorry about that... She is so awesome!!! She loves God so much. Its so great and it feels so right, u know what i mean? It feels like God sent her to me. We are at a great level with God right now and it just feels so awesome!!! Her name is Iris....its so wierd though cus people are like man she doesnt even seem like what you would go for.....but i realy like her a lot....a whole lot...its crazy!!! Well hopefully we can talk soon!!!God bless!!!!
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