*i love sharing music with people..and i love when they share it with me. so great. today was simply, surprisingly good. there were a lot of things that should have made it an ehhhh kinda day..but for some reason it wasn't. woowoo! ya know how when you don't have someone on aim and they talk to you this little box pops up and it says accept or reject? well those are the highlight of my day - they make me absolutely ecstatic. haha..yes i know it's kind of sad. anyways, i got one of those tonight! but my computer was having a little trouble functioning at the time and i accidently pushed reject. it made me real sad..i guess i'll never know... eldon was off school today..they are just that cool. lol. honestly, i miss eldon and all but i have a pretty good life up here too. things will never be the same no matter what so i should enjoy what i'm given. it's all good. i really do love my friends from here. sometimes i feel so completely out of place bc everyone has known everyone else all their lives. that's something i understand though..i still have best friends from kindergarten and first grade. other times though i just think wow..i've developed this type of relationship with these people in a short period of 3 years. if you look at it that way it's kind of amazing. hah...i'm listening to damien now. he gets ya hooked (right kelse?) lol....sorry i spell kelse w/ an "e" on the end. always have..never knew why. hmmmmm... i'm really really looking forward to tomorrow night's game. gosh, i love cheering. it's just a relief. one of those things that you can only get with a certain group of people under certain circumstances. i love you guys..God bless u! ♥manda