*sneeze**sniff**cough* I am ill!! I am also fed up of Becky, she's messing my life around so much, we are talking kind of, but now she's wanting to leave our church & go somewhere else & her brother is bored too so thats just going to leave me & my sister, which is what happened before & why we left, but i feel thats where i should be & thats where i want to be. She's also messing up GB, cos no one knows whether she's going to do young leader training or not & if she only does it to please her mum & mrs C then thats the wrong reason. I'm fed up of it all, its like... i don't know what its like, i don't know whats going on in her head. Bleurgh, hopefully i'll be well enough to go to training on saturday cos i'm kinda looking forward to it now, i know that GB is the one thing i should be sticking with which is why however much i get stressed by becky i'm staying, to her its something her mum makes her do, to me its a privilidge and something i believe God wants me to do. Bedtime xx