ok well i'm extremely bored, hungry & tired so while i wait for my parents to return so we can have some lunch i thought i'd write some stuff in here. Its been a strange past few days, Friday was an especially crazy day. I had double biology in the morning which was really laid back, then i spent all afternoon with chris, and random other people like charlie, rose & mel came & went during that time, but there was mainly at least one other person there with me & chris. it was crazyness, we were all in a kind of hyper mood, weeks ago ravi did a love 'hexagon' with random people fancying others supposedly, so chris spent the time making a new & 'better' one, which was as much crap as the other one, in terms of it being truthful! he seriously spent all afternoon flirting with me; talking to me, kicking me, throwing paper at me, pushing me. but i wasnt particuarly in a flirty mood myself, well i was being friendly but i was being really cautious cos i dont want to end up doing something i regret cos it'll be me that gets hurt, so rather than letting him have his own way all the time as i sort of used to i was standing up to him more. but still had fun, though i was constantly aware that he hadnt spoken to me about his situation. i got home & was talking to dave online & he was feeding me some stuff about him being 16th in line to the norweigian throne, i was just like ok so then he felt guilty for having fooled me, thing is i really wasnt with it to be bothered either way, i didnt really register what he said, lol. so by the time i was on my was to D of E my brain was switched off & i was on another planet & just letting my feet take me really, when a familiar numberplate jumped out & hit me, because i wasnt with it it was a huge shock/surprise, also that it was the last place i would expect to see that person/car. i hadnt even noticed the car, you see normally i would see that type of car & automatically see if it might be her, but i was in so much of a daze i didnt even notice that that type of car was parked there!! no one else understood the way it affected me, but then i can be a bit sad & pathetic about these things. but i wasnt sure if i imagined it so i was like come & check, & when we got there it had gone, which really didnt help my state of mind, yeah she'd obviously driven off but i wasnt able to be logical. i text her but she hasnt replied & i've seen her both yesterday & today & nothing has been said, which bugs me although i'm now thinking even i wouldnt be able to imagine it being there the whole time i looked at it & all the details. so i was in a weirdly mad mood & at one point was accused of being on magic mushrooms but then i was talking about goblins & drunk sheep drivers!!! lol!!! I'm still pretty not withit & tired!