um...totally shattered, fed up of life. yesterday i had to endure stacy, tom and chris flirting, whilst i was talking to others, it really got to me. hardly anyone is talking to stacy, altho today charlie has decided to become all chummy with her & be bitchy and moody to me, so i left her to it & was quite happy when they both pissed off. i've blocked chris online, but becky was chatting to him, and it turns out he's changed his opinion on the situation and has now decided that i genuinely liked tom and wasnt using him, finally! maybe the boy does have some sense when he wants to, but tom still needs convincing, which will be a task as he's not going to want to admit he was wrong, or that stacy lied to him, but if chris is on his case he might be less stubborn...i dunno. i wonder what convinced chris...maybe my refusing to meet up with him, charlies rant at him, the way i walked off yesterday when stacy & tom were flirting, or perhaps even patrick said something to him during travel & tourism, could be a mix, i dont know and i dont suppose i shall ever now. Nearly had a row with erin & grace's parents, i was made to get a lift with them by erin & grace, altho dad & jane suspected i didnt really want to, and then their mum was trying to persuade me that it wasnt out of the way & infact better for them. *shrugs* just had enough, its not like i have caroline to give me a lift, we do talk a bit these days, but not enough, not like we used to, or should really.