hard day, life's lessons

hey how do you warm up a racing car? stick it in the oven of course!! dundunder!! lol, like the logic, it comes from little amy, so great 3 year olds logic!! i think its funny & cute. hmm has been a good & bad day, depends how you look at it i guess. Good: opportunities for testing my patience & increasing it, opportunities to encourage people's faith & show God's love. Bad: tests my patience, gets me annoyed, fed up, anxious. This morning several people were taking the piss out of me/things i've said/done including one of my mates & that got to me, i'm sorta ok with that now. then dave's got problems, i wanted to help him & listen, but on the otherhand i wasnt in the best of moods & knowing that i've got to face chris tomorrow means i dont want to bog myself down with too many other people's problems, i cant say that dave is more important to me than chris cos i've been through so much with chris & know him longer & better & he affects me more, but dave is nicer person to have as a friend i think, so i hope he's alright. and now theres chris online talking to me & has been for over an hour, i had to give him a sex ed lesson as he didnt seem to know much biology, now its got onto the topic of this letter & that makes me uneasy, especially as he reckons that the outcome will be nice for both of us, now however stupid these may be i have my suspicions that its something along the lines of us two getting together, and part of me would like that, but part of me knows that maybe that isnt the best thing to happen cos i've already been hurt, it'll definatly put me in tash & claire's bad books, and i'm not sure how supportive my friends would be cos they know how much hurt he's put me through & think he's not right for me *sighs* i guess i'll just have to wait & see wont i & hope that God looks after me. xx
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lifes hard yeah it is
-amanda
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