Hmm todays not been too bad, its been quite relaxed & got a lot of revision done, i spent the whole of 3rd period with chris, cos i was revising maths with tash & he was on the same table opposite me, but we were all getting on fine, though stanier was being a twit as usual, but i was having a laugh with chris, but also not feeling any sense of longing for him which is good. At the end Rajay came along to talk to chris & stanier & he was pulling faces at me & winking & going on about the conversation we had the other day, i think he was trying to stir up trouble, but i just pretended i had no idea what he was trying to say, i'm not having him screwing up things when they're going well, especially when before me & chris have never really been just friends, 1 of us has always felt something more. I've got to be really careful that the friendship doesn't start to mean too much to me & then falling back into the trap again. But this stuff has made me friends with claire again cos i wasnt talking to her before much, but now we discuss things like whether we actually believe that chris is going out with sam or not, its a very debateable subject cos we dont think he is, but i don't know how long this friendship will last, cos i dont think we have a lot in common, though i can talk to her about maths & biology, so maybe she'll just become another one of these random people i talk to. 19:32 - hmmm i'm not totally sure my feelings for him are totally neutral :s as i'd hope, theres still a soft spot for him & i'm in the habit of watching him playing table tennis & i really need to get out of the habit, quick!