Why does he do this every holiday? lol, actually this time its ok, chris texting me, he has reason too, & i'm really strong at the moment, i refuse to meet up with him & i'm telling it him like it is, i dont have any feelings for him. The whole thing is over the valentines card i sent him anonymously, i dunno how he figured it to be me, but anyway, the card was just a joke, wasnt serious, i didnt mean anything by it & i still dont, i dont have anything for him. He had me feeling suspicious to start with cos the way he put things, suggested other things like he'd done in the past, but it was just an innocent question, so i'll let him off & reply back. I cant believe how strong & how proud of myself i feel for handling this & not giving in to his requests, cos although i am very busy, i could have arranged a time, but no i'm not going to, he doesnt need to see me to ask a question & certainly does not need to come back to my house, what the hell that was about i dont know! it didnt make him embarrased & i'm typing back that i'm not bothered, it didnt mean anything to me, i'm tempted to write on the end, like you dont mean anything, but i think thats a little too harsh. Ahahahahhaaaa, lol i'm in a strange mood now, i'm still really tired even though i slept all morning & i have a tummyache. Hmm my parents are out, now would be an ideal time to phone caz if i wanted too, but she'll be out probably, plus i'm texting chris, and i dont feel much in the mood to talk to people.