God has a bloody strange way of doing things, but his way is the best way, its gonna be mega weird if it ends up me helping chris with his love life, he's going out with kerry but doesnt think it's gonna be for much longer, i have a feeling that he was pushed into it quite a lot, cos i know she likes him alot, but cos they're all friends with him & from the way they were talking i can easily see that he was pushed into it & made to feel guilty if he said no to her. all todays energy has been used on texting him i think, i'm beginning to loose my strength, i dont mind being a caring friend to him, just as long as he doesnt get any wrong ideas & think he can start using me again. But i think somehow this is God's way of working things out, of strengthing me & moving me on, but i just find it amusingly strange the way he has for some reason. Hey thanks God for giving me this strength to deal with chris!!