i go back to school in 5 days, the summer has gone so quick, altho it feels like such a long time since school. its been a good summer tho, i've been away on hols for like 4 & 1/2 weeks of it on GB camp, RISE, france, and then at my grandmas, its been good. I needed the break so badly, and all the support & fun & madness i had at RISE was just brilliant, i met some reallly cool people there and made some good friendships, but its over now :( altho one of the friendships i made properly was with my ministers wife, cos i only knew the 2 of them when i went it was her i turned to & they both looked after me & she's been really supportive since we came back too which is fab! On the boy front, probably from tomorrow i will be going out with chris, he realised on holiday that hes crazy about me & he wants to be with me & kept trying to contact me when i was away. i do like him, and i know after everything i have to at least give the relationship a try, but i do want to be with him, im just nervous about being in a relationship, scared i'll end up pregnant or something.