I was planning on telling Sandra that I'm bi last night. But I couldn't. We were taking quizzes on Quizilla. She wanted to take the "What kind of girlfriend are you?" quiz. She turned out to be "Not girlfriend material." The description of that was innocent, childish, and possibly lesbian. She freaked out. And last time I wanted to tell her, she brought up the whole homosexual issue and started talking about how bad it all is. It's like she already knows and just doesn't want to be told. And it's hard to put up with not telling her, she's one of my best friends. She's the only person I haven't told yet. And it really does hurt to keep this from her. I think I'm going to break up with Jordan. He's moving to L.A. I know it sounds harsh. It's not about the long-distance relationship, though. It's because he didn't even have the nerve to tell me himself! I had to hear it from Tweek and Baleigh! And Tweek told me that Jordan asked him not to tell me. Why the hell would he not want me to know?! Obviously he's mroe of a jerk than I expected. God! After over a year of dating, Jordan doesn't even have the nerve to tell me that he's moving. We've always been best friends! So I'm disappointed in myself, Sandra, and Jordan. I don't know what to do about any of it. Life sucks. I just wish I could run away from my problems.... Why isn't that an option?