Okay, here's the deal. It really is pathetic with Ella and I. I just can't get over her. I figured it out though. It when she's really affectionate with me that I start liking her again. Like usually she's kind of affectionate but not that much, and I start to get over her, and then she starts getting really affection again and I start liking her more. It's like she knows what she's doing. It's driving me insane. Anyway. My new crush is.......... Jamie. Argh. I'm sick of falling for straight girls. It's rather annoying. At least she's real. I mean, Ella is too, but Jamie's different. She's the most real person I know. Ugh. This annoys me. Well, I'm gonna go. I'm tired, and I need to finish homework :S TTFN!