What I Hate About My Life Right Now (in no specific order) 1. Sandra is worrying me 2. I wish Steve and Nicki were still COOL 3. I'm on my period (sorry, guys) 4. The one person that I love doesn't love me in the same way 5. I miss my sister 6. It's still kind of awkward between Sid and I 7. I miss Jordan 8. My mom is being nosey and won't just let me keep to myself 9. I'm eating a lot because I'm depressed, which just makes me more depressed 10. Shit is awkward between Kyle and I, so I might not even go to MY school dance because he's gonna be there 11. I miss Carol 12. I think someone from school likes me (I'm not saying who, even if you ask) and it's bad because they're a really close friend. 13. I want to talk to Sid about some stuff but I don't know how he's gonna react. 14. I'm tired of keeping my cheerful disposition all the time. I just want to act depressed when I am depressed, instead of acting like a cheerful zombie. 15. I want a relationship, but I hate who I turn in to when I'm in one. What I Like About My Life Right Now 1. My depression has given me a new flow of creativity, and I can now write as freely was I would ever hope to. (Fuck that, I would prefer to be happy and writing-free.)