Okay, I'm having probably the most emotional talk of my life with Sid right now. Jaren says: Hey Jaren says: It's Sie Sid... i still love her, loved her more when she was sober and i was kinder says: hello Jaren says: what's up? Sid... i still love her, loved her more when she was sober and i was kinder says: nm u Jaren says: same Jaren says: This is probably the shittiest day of my life though Sid... i still love her, loved her more when she was sober and i was kinder says: omg y Jaren says: Just....... Jaren says: A lot of shit Jaren says: Friend issues still, and now I'm sick and sore and I can't swallow Sid... i still love her, loved her more when she was sober and i was kinder says: why do you have a problem with carol Sid... i still love her, loved her more when she was sober and i was kinder says: u shouldnt break a relationship over that Sid... i still love her, loved her more when she was sober and i was kinder says: and it might not even be true Jaren says: No, it's not Carol Jaren says: I mean, I'm still freaking over that Jaren says: but I'm not really mad Jaren says: It's Sandra Sid... i still love her, loved her more when she was sober and i was kinder says: ooh Jaren says: yeah Jaren says: Sorry, I should quit bitching Sid... i still love her, loved her more when she was sober and i was kinder says: no im interested Jaren says: lol Jaren says: Well, I'm freaking about Sandra..... Jaren says: cause her cousin got her into a lot of shit she shouldn't be doing Jaren says: drugs, sex, cigarettes, alcohol.... Jaren says: and she's turned into a total bitch now Sid... i still love her, loved her more when she was sober and i was kinder says: damn.. Jaren says: yeah Sid... i still love her, loved her more when she was sober and i was kinder says: yeah i got some shit goin on as well Jaren says: What's up? Jaren says: (if you wanna tell me) Sid... i still love her, loved her more when she was sober and i was kinder says: kelli Jaren says: oh Jaren says: I got a little worried when you two went into the airlock this morning Jaren says: so what's going on with her? Sid... i still love her, loved her more when she was sober and i was kinder says: ugh stuff, theres a rumor she cheated on me, she says the ppl that started it did because they hate her Jaren says: oh... Jaren says: wow Sid... i still love her, loved her more when she was sober and i was kinder says: yeh. Jaren says: Well, if it's worth anything.... Jaren says: she'd be crazy to cheat on you. Sid... i still love her, loved her more when she was sober and i was kinder says: heh sure Jaren says: It's true Jaren says: You couldn't ask for someone more sweet, Sid Sid... i still love her, loved her more when she was sober and i was kinder says: sure she could, im not taht great Jaren says: Don't say that Jaren says: you are! Sid... i still love her, loved her more when she was sober and i was kinder says: well i dont feel like it all that often Jaren says: Jaren says: She'd be crazy not to see how great you are, and you're crazy for not seeing it either Jaren says: and I'm gonna shut up cause I know it's annoying when people contradict you when you're depressed.... Sid... i still love her, loved her more when she was sober and i was kinder says: sok Jaren says: Jaren says: Just... don't get down on yourself, ok? Jaren says: so what else are you up to? Sid... i still love her, loved her more when she was sober and i was kinder says: uhh feeling a lot better and eating ice cream lol Jaren says: lol Jaren says: Ice cream always helps ^.^ Sid... i still love her, loved her more when she was sober and i was kinder says: tis true Sid... i still love her, loved her more when she was sober and i was kinder says: sie Sid... i still love her, loved her more when she was sober and i was kinder says: ? Jaren says: ehh? Sid... i still love her, loved her more when she was sober and i was kinder says: am i doing better? Sid... i still love her, loved her more when she was sober and i was kinder says: where ur concerned Jaren says: Yeah Jaren says: and I'm sorry I freaked out on you over the summer..... Jaren says: I shouldn't have started yelling at you, I should've just tried to talk Sid... i still love her, loved her more when she was sober and i was kinder says: its not your fault Sid... i still love her, loved her more when she was sober and i was kinder says: but ive been trying really hard, and now its more natural Jaren says: I'm just really glad things could get better..... Jaren says: I missed you so much last year Sid... i still love her, loved her more when she was sober and i was kinder says: im really sorry, i never made time for you Sid... i still love her, loved her more when she was sober and i was kinder says: its easier now tho, uve kinda replaced tweek in a sense Jaren says: lol Jaren says: It's ok, you don't have to be sorry.... Jaren says: I know last year you had a lot of shit with Tweek Jaren says: and it was bad of me not to realize that Sid... i still love her, loved her more when she was sober and i was kinder says: iits fine, u didnt know Jaren says: I'm just really glad we have it all cleared up now I nearly started crying about three times. Okay, this is still a shitty week. I'm sore, I'm sick, I'm freaking out over Sandra, Carol and Sid (still, yes), I don't know if I should go to the dance and face Kyle or stay home and mope, and I want to SLEEP. Okay, good bye. *** Okay, I'm gonna write about good things now, so I don't read this in a year and think, "God I was so emo!" In Shakespeare we (Kahua, Katie, Kristina, Ana and I) are gonna perform the play The Taming of the Shrew. It's really funny so far. I'm Lucentio, Kahua is Petruchio, Kristina is Bianca, Katie is Baptista, and Ana in Katherina. Damn Kahua, he gets to kiss Ana.... Okay, so we're modernizing it, and it's gonna be really bad. Baptista is gonna be an old rich guy with a top hat, cloak and cigar. Pretruchio is gonna be a 1920's gangster. Lucentio is gonna be the rich young man who always wears a suit and tie. Kat is gonna be a stubborn girl in a peasant's dress, and Bianca is gonna be a kind of... valley girl. Heh heh. Okay, it was HILARIOUS. Today Katie brought a bag full of clothes for us to see what each person wanted to wear. In the bag was this REALLY pink dress, it was pretty ugly :P But first Ana tried it on, and it was too long on her, so somehow we convinced Kahua to try it on.... It looked really good! It was scary. Katie was trying to convince me to play Kat. I don't really fit that roll. It would be weird for me to play her. Anyway. That's about all I have to say. TTFN!