Ugh. I still love the boys. I honestly do. I just can't hang around them anymore. I can't really explain it that easily... but I'll try. It's just that.... They ignore me. All summer I was missing them and I couldn't wait to get back to school so I could hang out with them again. And then I get back and they act like I'm not even there. They don't notice me. Especially Sid and Tweek. I mean, what's the point of having friends if they don't even know you exist? The funny thing is, I used to think that Sid and Tweek were my closest friends. Guess I was wrong. Okay. I explained it. I just can't care about them anymore. It would be impossible for me to stay friends with them now. *** I got a job. Woot! I'll get a job a hell of a lot faster. I probably already typed this. So.... Bye. TTFN! *** Okay. I'm not completely through with the boys. I'll just hang out with them when they realize that I'm alive. When they don't notice me, then I won't notice them. So.... Today was interesting. In pre alg we did nothing. I hate pre alg. I hate math. It's Pointless with a capital P. In speech I gave my speech. Heehee. I think everyone (that likes rock music) liked it. It was about Breaking Benjamin. Piers kept looking at the pictures I printed off of the band members, so I just gave it to him :P I glanced at what grades Jorge gave me (we all grade each other on the speeches we give) and he gave me all 4's and 5's (out of 5). I'm happy. I feel special :D I did something that no one else did in the class so far. For everyone else's speeches they just talked for their introductions. I played the chorus to So Cold. It was cool. In social studies... we did nothing. I hate that class. I wonder why I didn't drop it... I don't think I need the credit, anyway. At lunch we had out first gym hockey game! YAY!!! We won by one point. Those games are so friggin' short, though! Only twenty minutes! And I only go to play for half the game! So. In Seminar we made board games! I got partnered with Afreida (cringes), Sakae, and Trevor. We decided to make one kind of like CandyLand. It's cool. I'm not sure if I wrote about what happened yesterday in seminar, so I'll just say it now. Yesterday was the funniest, most friggin' inapropriate coaching session ever. We were readin The Cave, and a part in it said "circumsicion". So, Elise started whispering to me and Laura about circumsicion and stuff, and we both started cracking up. Tana thought it was just because of the word itself, so she started scolding us. And then she said, "So this is what you'll do in Health class? What happens when you get to the word 'penis'?" Elise started laughing, and whispered something else to me, so I started laughing.... And then Ritchie started in too. He was saying, "Okay, you all really need to grow up. Maybe we should just say the word. Come on, say ti with me... penis." It was fucking hilarious! It wouldn't have been so funny if it were in health, but c'mon, it's seminar!!! And then Tobin, being the idiot that he is, started talking about "cremating" people. He meant castration. So we got into that.... And after a while, after Elise, Laura and I laughed for about thirty minutes (literally), Tana asked Elise why she thought it was so funny, and Elise said that it wasn't because of the word, but because of the image that formed in her mind. Which was even more hilarious. So, the only conclusion we reached in that coaching session, was that Elise is, in fact, a pervert. But that's not the end. After that, we stopped reading to play a game. We all decided on playing, "Honey, I Love You." I don't like this game... except when I play it with Elise, Tobin, Ritchie, and, of course, Trevor. Okay. It was hilarious. Elise was acting like a drunk hag. Ritchie was giving Loral a lap dance. Tobin was doing a dance from Stripease. And Trevor... flashed Tana. (Upper body only, of course.) Anyway. Back to today. After school, Katie and Elise showed me a poster they hung in the hall. It said, "Which is better, Harry Potter or Star Trek?" I voted for Harry Potter, of course. I hate Star Trek. The old stuff, anyway. Elise is obssessed with it. I hung around the poster for a while because I didn't have anything better to do, and Henry and I started talking about it. He was more for Star Trek, but he still liked Harry Potter. Then the fire alarm went off. We all went outside for about thirty minutes, until the firemen came, and they spent about five minutes in the building and then left. Someone said something about there being a fire in the lounge, but I didn't bother to check. Then, when we got back inside, Eugene caught up to me in the halls and told me that he was putting me on another gym hockey team. I was thrilled when I found out, praying I'd be on G, but no, he put me on J. Damn. Oh, well. Well, when we got home, I remembered that I had to work so Jess and I walked up to the school. Ugh, I hate little kids. Alright, I take that back. I hate little kids that go to Ptarmigan. Ptarmigan is the worst school ever. It seems like every kid there has some mental challenge or just a bad attitude. It's so fucking annoying! (The bad attitudes, not the mental challenges.) After work, we went to the Royal Fork and ate, then we came home, and I played computer for a long time (as I am right now). I should probably get some of my homework done right now, but whatever, it can wait 'til Sunday.... So tomorrow, we're gonna go to the Dimond Mall to that new Halloween store, and see if they have any real-looking daggers (i.e. metal but not sharp). The only daggers I could find were those fake, ugly plastic ones or the sharp ones. Grrr... And we're gonna order some fangs and a book bag off the internet either tonight or tomorrow. Yay! My Halloween costume is nearly together! Yesh! Okay, super-long entry. Sorry. Buh-bye. TTFN!