I hate men. I hate quiet men. They drive me crazy. And all of this, of course, is leading up to him. I hate Ryan most of all. I figured it all out. Yes, Ryan's cute, and yes, he has a good sense of humor, and YES, he is the COOLEST person I could ever meet, but that isn't why I like him. I like him because he hardly ever talks! It drives me insane! I hate quiet men because I love them so damn much! I just want him to talk a little bit! I want him to not be so conservative, compared to everyone else I hang out with! I want him to laugh and joke and MAKE FUN OF PEOPLE! But no, he has to be quiet and closed off and so much more calm than everyone else! Damn him! I s'pose I just like the mystery in quiet guys. But no guy has gotten to me as badly as Ryan has before--not even Sid, or Jordan. RYAN IS DRIVING ME INSANE!!!!! And what drives me crazy even more, is that Tweek told me that he likes Chelsea. Chelsea doesn't know it, though. But I've been talking to her about it, and she doesn't like him like that.... It's not fair. It's just not cool at all! Alright. I'll try to get my mind off Ryan for a while. I got the Breaking Benjamin CD's!!! YAY!!! I love Breaking Benjamin so much! They're such a cool band! Yesterday was fun. We went to the Dimond mall. Kelly, Chelsea, Jordan, Tweek, Ryan (damn him to Hell), and Tweek's friend David showed up. We spent most of our time in Hot Topic and Boscoe's (no surprise there) and quite a while in Best Buy. I had half the group searching for the BB CD's for me, because Best Buy really doesn't have them organized too well, so it took a while. Then we went to the arcade for a while. I beat Chelsea at one game of air hockey, and lost at one game to Kelly. Then Tweek and I played this weird fighting game (where we were working together at first, but at the very end we had to fight each other) and I wooped him sooo badly. He kept trying to strip for the girl (don't ask) while I was beating the shit out of him. Then we went down to the food place. Kelly, Chelsea and I got pizza and Tweek, Ryan and David got Wendy's. Jordan refused to let me spend any more money on him, so he didn't eat. I got some good pictures of the group. I got a picture of Jordan trying to crush an empty Vamp can with his forehead (he's so funny) and of Kelly and Tweek being hyper. After that we went up to the pet store (I can't remember the name of it, because it's always changing), and then the boys went over to GameStop while us girls sat and ate cookies from Mrs. Feild's. Mmmmm so good. I will forever love Jordan, because he was the only person that was able to get a good picture of Ryan. Ryan doesn't like to smile for cameras.... Then we all split up a little bit. The boys (not counting Jordan) went their own way, we girls went over to Mermaid Imports, and I guess Ryan ended up wandering off on his own too, because Tweek called me on my cell and asked if we'd seen him. *shrug* it was kinda funny. Then we went back to the arcade. Alrighty, me done. Sorry to have bored you with all the details, but I really don't want to forget that day. TTFN! *** Name: Sarah (prefer Sie) Age: 13 Sex: Female Hobbies: computer, gym hockey, talking to friends, listening to music -FAVORITES- Movies: The Whole Nine Yards, Mona Lisa Smile (I don't watch TV/movied much) Colors: Blood red, black, orange Numbers: eh, I hate numbers. Accessories: Bite Me wristband, Viva La Bam wristband, "S" choker, skullkey necklace, "s" necklace. Animals: snakes, bats, dogs.... Just about all animals Bands: Breaking Benjamin, Sugarcult, Seether, Yelloward Food: Cheese fries, spaghetti, pizza, Quizno¡¦s Subs (Eat Quizno¡¦s subs¡K cause they are good to us ƒº Cartoon: don't watch them Cartoon character: ... Drink: Sprite Weapon: Katana Things in general: Music, friends, writing -Q&A- Do you: Have a girlfriend/boyfriend: nope Hate yourself: sometimes? Like anyone you know: noooo, not at all. (That's the most sarcastic I've ever been.) Hate others: Sometimes? -WHAT DO YOU...- Want to be when you grow up: journalist, doctor, famous fiction writer or the owner of a cafe Like on your pizza: pizza