[244]Long Time

Feeling: angsty
Well, I'm not really big on blogs anymore. I guess I just have too much stuff that I can't really put into words. Plus, the ONLY people that I DON'T want to know some of my shit are the ONLY people that read this. How ironic. Well, my Valentine's Day sucked ass. Meh, it always does. I have Valentine's Day. And I think I'm the only person that says that means it. I mean, seriously. If you love someone, you should tell them that EVERY DAY. Valentine's Day is just an excuse for people that don't let their partner know how they feel. Seriously. And it's a sick excuse to make out and stuff your face with chocolate. Of course, the chocolate part I don't mind :P I've been writing a LOT of fanfic lately. I have this new story plot.... I don't feel like posting the plot, 'cause I'm lazy. But There's a lot of angst, sex, cheating, killing, Death Eaters, slash, violence, a little bit o' kink ;) I'm all depressed lately. I really want to say something on here, but I know there's probably a 65% chance that the person it's about is going to read it. Grrr. I should've never told my friends about this diary.... I lied to Carol the other day (or yesterday, I dunno when). I'm not gonna say what about though, in case she reads it. But, it was for her own good. If I didn't know it was going to effect her, I would have told the truth.... My life's a fucking mess right now. I have something to say about every single one of my friends, and I can't, because I don't know how to say it, or who to say it to....
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aww
sie its okies i loves ya and is ok about the truth
love carols always heres 4 yas
[Anonymous]
to tell you the truth i thank you for lying to me....;) it helped bunches lol...<3

xoxoxo
Carol
[Anonymous]