[32]*sigh*

Listening to: Movie (Uptown Girls)
Feeling: isolated
So yesterday WASN'T the day we were supposed to be at the airport. My mom wrote the wrong date on the calendar. We were supposed to go today. So we went to the airport and waited there for a half an hour before my mom went up to ask the guy at the desk when the next flight was coming in. When Jess got home today (around midnight, as it is right now) she had a shit-load of stuff! She got me this awesome necklace, with one dog tag on it, and an extra one in the shape of a surf board with a dragon on it. Oddly enough, she also got me some awesome tatoos with dragons and Chinese or Japanese symbols on them. I love them so much. I want to get a permanent tatoo of one of the line designs. *Sigh* I'm tired, but I can't sleep. None of us can... except my mom. I envy her. Okay nothing much more to say... 'cept, daylight saving's time sucks! What's the friggin' point? It's just another way to annoy us, is all. TTFN *** Oh my god I feel stupid and alone.... I just told Sandra that I'm bi. I couldn't really tell how she felt about it because it was right before my mom came to pick us up from Carmen's house. Sandra just stayed quiet the entire ride back to her house and mumbled a good-bye as she climbed out of the car. I felt a little safer when I told her than I had when I told other people (which is incredibly weird because I know that she's the ONE person that I could lose because of it) because Carmen was there. I already told Carmen about it, and she really didn't care about my preference as long as I was still ME... I wish everyone was like that. I'm so worried about what Sandra thinks... we were best friends since third grade, and she was one of the few (two) people that I actually cared what she thought. Even though we hardly talk anymore I still don't want to NEVER talk to her.... God, I feel like I can't breathe. It scared me even more that she didn't say anything. She just stood there. I was expecting her to get grossed out, and I would've understood that because that's her. She's never been a silent one, and she always voices her opinion on everything that she's involved with. So when she didn't say anything... it wasn't her. It was someone else. *sigh* On a happier note... THEY'RE MAKING A SILENT HILL 4!!!!!! YES!!!!!!! I'm thrilled. I can't wait to play it. I have an article about it right here... it's called Silent Hill 4: The Room. I haven't gotten a chance to read the article yet, but I will. I was gonna start reading it when Carmen called :P Can't wait, can't wait, can't wait. I'm gonna see if the article says the release date. Nope. Not the exact date anyway. It just says RELEASE: Fall. I hope they mean THIS fall. Jeeze. This article says that Silent Hill is the scariest series ever created. It's not that scary! Every once in a while I'll get chills, or look over my shoulder or something, but honestly. People who have nightmares about it are incredibly paranoid. Ha. This from a girl that thought Signs was scary. lol. But SH4 seems a LOT scarier. The graphics are better and more realistic and it's supposed to be a lot more graphic and dark. Oh, I'm shaking :P TTFN
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ah, you were watching uptown girls..ha..sorry i love that movie.