Cute British gay guys rock my socks!!!!

by sie
Okay, a lot more upbeat than my last entry. Sorry about that. I just watched Beautiful Thing (which I bought forever ago but never got around to watching....) It was so fucking CUTE!!! Ahhh! I wanna watch it again, but I'm gonna give myself a couple hours before I do :P Ah! It's wonderful! I love British gay guys!!!! Wow. I'm getting WAAAAY too excited about it. I'm gonna go now. *** Okay, I wrote a poem yesterday. It's crap. I'm still working on it. But I'm gonna post it anyway. I want to fall a hundred miles, and to break a thousand smiles; I want to drown in black abyss, just to feel one final kiss. I want to die a thousand deaths; to exhale that one last breath. I want to break all that's true, just to bring me back to you. Yeah. Crap. Comment if you want. Tell me how crappy it is. :P
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Ok. I'll get the Jessyka story outta the way...well, i get to the rave with my friends and jess comes up and askes me if i got my X yet. i told her i didn't and she told me to come find her when i got it. i told her i didn't have enough money, so she gave me what i needed. I bought it, she watched me take it & i found her when i was rollin. she "danced for me" like she wanted and then i decided to leave. i called my mom & she was really mad...
..and when she picked me up she started yelling and saying that Jessyka called Nona(jess's mom, who my mom was @ bingo with) up and said that I was on X and that she begged me not to do it, I told my mom what happened & she dropped me and my friend back at the house & she went back to bingo. I called jess & asked her why she lied and she never told me, she just made up and excuse to get off the phone. Then my mom called me & said that....
..Jess called her mom and was crying and saying that I was screaming at her on the phone. Then Jess's mom and my mom got into a fight because Jess's mom called me a drug addict. I eventually talked to Jessyka & she lied and said that she never called her mom and that her mom called her, which is a lie cuz my mom was there. The other thing that happened was that me & my bf broke up cause he got mad at me. Then I sent jessyka an email telling her..
..not to talk to me anymore and that's that.

Whew!! Long story! Anyways...darlin, I love that poem. I really do...it's totally going up on my wall. Fo sho!

We need to hang out before school starts!!! I know you hate the phone so, email me or message me on myspace and we'll set something up!

♥ love you lots and lotsss!!!