ok...today I WAS gonna go out with my 4 best friend but we were gonna leave to Arlington really late so 3 of us just decided to go out to eat instead. We went out to eat and when we were done, they went out with their boyfriends and I drove home alone...again. I dont know why, but it never used to be like this. I was alway the one with the boyfriend. I don't mind being alone, but at times I wouldnt mind having someone to go out with every now and then. I guess i just hate being the 3rd wheel. Its alway like that. I hate seeing all of my friends with their boyfriends and girlfriends and then there is alway me. Like in my little circle of friends, its made up of couples. There are 4 couples, so in this case, im the 9th wheel. I guess now days I'm just really picky. I mean i used to give my all to a guy and everytime i would get hurt. Oh well, I'm gonna go chill in my room. Sad and lonely, Sarah