Hey, Its been a while since I actually wrote... a few days, thats not too bad. Well i guess you could say alot has happened. I'm not doing the Drill Team thing anymore. Its a long story, but basically... one of the parents said that we were racist, which is complete crap. 1. I'm hispanic, and 2. I'm super nice! I can't believe someone would make up a lie like that about us. It was more then that though, they were talking about the dance and how it was dirty (i didnt mke it up) and how the music was weird. It was all that jazz from Chicago! I dont know, I dont think the girls really liked it, but oh well... your not gonna like alot of things in life, get over it! Well anyways, it was all kinda sad, we had to say bye to the girls and stuff...but we promised to hang out with them and stuff. Um... Friday, I to Megos and hung out with them for a while. It was Me, Mego, Mari, Steven, Chrissy and Zach was there too. It was fun, i was so blown it wasnt even funny! Joseph went too, he got there kinda late but him and steven were getting high while we just talked and stuff. It was a fun night. The next day, Steven taught me how to clean my pipe, then we all went to lunch. I didnt do anything that night, I went to Megos for like an hr or 2 but thats was all. Today, I didnt do much. Just hung out at home... nothing too exciting. So get this, last night i couldnt sleep, And I guess you could say I was freaking myself out. I started thinking about school and stuff and I guess I got kinda scared. I dont know why though, it was weird. Like lately, my mom has been buggin me about school and how I need to not fuck it up this time! That and how I need to get a job. She really wants me to move out, and i wanna move out too, but i need to find a job. I don't know... last night was just weird, I couldnt sleep and i was just scaring myself. Ahhhhh... its too hard to explain. I'm sure I'm not even making sense now. I decided to go test again for school and I'm gonna drop some classes and take some that are actually gonna do me good in life. Ok... I'm writing way to much, im gonna go. Till next time!