Ok First of all, my Halloween SUCKED! We went to Six Flags and I was so excited cause I havent been in so long. We get there and what do you know, NO ONE WANTED TO RIDE! Whats the use of paying to go to six flags if your not gonna ride, thats the whole point. I know you dont go to get excersise! Yeah and the one ride they did want to ride wasn't all that great and we waited 1hr and 30mins. for! By the time we got on it was gonna close! Well anywats, today started out ok...ended kinda shitty! Went out to eat with my mom and some other people, that was ok. I was planning on going to my friend Josey's house and have a few drinks. But...i didnt! I was gonna go after dinner but my mom and her friend decided to go to Bed Bath and Beyond for like and hr, then to Target for another hr! By the time I decided I didnt want to go, my friends told me they weren't gonna go anymore. They were gonna go to a club and I'm not really a clubbin kinda girl! I would like to but lately I've been feeling like shit! Talked to my good friend Cesar today! I havent talked to him in a while. We talked for a while while I was waiting for my mom in Bed Bath and Beyond. He was telling me how i need to get out more and stuff and how I should call him so I can get out more. I might. I talked to my Buddy Anthony! I really love that guy! When me and him met, it was cause I thought he as cute, he thought I was pretty kinda of thing. Then we didnt talk for a really long time. Then I saw him at a store. I gave him my number and ever since he has been like a big brother to me! He tells me that I shouldnt be feeling like this and I know hes right but its really hard to just be "OK" in like a day. He understands and I can talk to him. I dont know what I would do without that boy. Well in all, my day sucked cause its Saturaday night and I'm at home! I could be drunk off my ass or at a club getting jiggy...lol! But I'm not cause I choose not to be...Why? I dont know. Maybe next weekend will be differnt, maybe not. Never know... I might not even be here next weekend... By the way, my little cousin is doing better, still a little sick but hes gonna be ok. Thanks to ya'll who prayed for him!