why me...

I hate how I get in these really depresssing moods! I swear, one minute I'm so happy and the next I'm like crying my eyes out! I hate being gullable! I don't even know whats wrong right now. I was fine today at school, laughing and having a good time with my friends, but its like the second I come home, I feel so alone. I hate guys so much! I hate how they say they are someone else when they know damn well they are lying! Thats all they do, fucking lie! I feel like I have to change who I am in order for this one person to see me for me! What the fuck did I do wrong?? Tell me?? Answers... thast all i want, really it is, but I can't get them out for nothing! I hate this house, I dont even have my own fucking room. I can't even cry in peace! I just want to leave, go somewhere... I dont know where. Just away Why me...
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if he can't c u 4 u then he probly isn't 4 u!
there r pleanty of other fish in the c...u just need 2 find the 1 4 u!
he has 2 b out there some where!
just b pationt

sorry about my spelling

jamie☼
[Anonymous]
not a problem...i just wanted to share how i felt on this topic!
i feal as though i can relate...or atleast i could relate...i was trying so hard to get the attention of this one guy...and in the prosses caught the attion of my current boyfriend eye!
i feal very lucky to have had such good fortun so eairly...
and i realy do feal that we will stay strong...despite everything that is going on...
just know...that there is some1 4 every 1!
jamie
[Anonymous]
cool diary i like the post in the box
i really understand what you're talkin about in this entry, i find myself feeling the same way all the time
[Anonymous]
i'm there with hun sweetie...ANSWERS!!! i love you and am always here for you!