I hate how I get in these really depresssing moods! I swear, one minute I'm so happy and the next I'm like crying my eyes out! I hate being gullable!
I don't even know whats wrong right now. I was fine today at school, laughing and having a good time with my friends, but its like the second I come home, I feel so alone.
I hate guys so much! I hate how they say they are someone else when they know damn well they are lying! Thats all they do, fucking lie!
I feel like I have to change who I am in order for this one person to see me for me! What the fuck did I do wrong?? Tell me?? Answers... thast all i want, really it is, but I can't get them out for nothing!
I hate this house, I dont even have my own fucking room. I can't even cry in peace! I just want to leave, go somewhere... I dont know where. Just away
Why me...
there r pleanty of other fish in the c...u just need 2 find the 1 4 u!
he has 2 b out there some where!
just b pationt
sorry about my spelling
jamie☼
i feal as though i can relate...or atleast i could relate...i was trying so hard to get the attention of this one guy...and in the prosses caught the attion of my current boyfriend eye!
i feal very lucky to have had such good fortun so eairly...
and i realy do feal that we will stay strong...despite everything that is going on...
just know...that there is some1 4 every 1!
jamie