Ok, its 1 in the morning and I'm in tears. I finally got the courage to leave M alone. So far things are fine, I was doing good...just trying to forget about him. Well then I start talking to another guy (not gonna mention any names) Well I thought that was going good, but then his friend IMs me! Thats very obvious that he doesnt want anything. Its not like I was expecting anything but why else would he just give my screen name to his friend. Thats it, I'm just gonna give up completely! I'm so sick of wanting so much and getting nothing in return. Is that really too much to ask for?!?! I need to get away...I need to go far away, somewhere where im not gonna hurt anymore. Somewhere I can be happy and just leave all this hurt and pain behind me. I need to start over. I don't need this, at all! I hate crying over this bullshit! I want my life back! I want him back!!