Check this shit out! Ok, so I talked to Sergio on tuesday and usually if I like talked to him... I would be thinking about him like 24/7. But I'm not! Like when I was talking to him, I was telling him now I like to go out and ***** **** and he was shocked. Like he said I was so different cause I'm nothing like I used to be in high school. Ok, last night Mego told me that Julian wanted me to call him. At first I was like, no I dont wanna cause hes gonna be an asshole. But then I was like WTF... so I called him and it was weird. Like I cant believe that this guy used to be my best friend and now I cant even have a conversation with him. Well anyways, when I got off the phone... i felt kinda good. Cause just like Sergio, usually I would feel weird after talking to him but I didnt. I mean, Julian was asking how I was and I was so happy to tell him that I was in school again and that I'm actually doing something with my life. The last time he saw me... I was in my pjs at like 5pm doing nothing. I wasnt in school, I didnt have a job. Like after I stopped talking to all of them... I felt as if my life was over cause they were my only friends and they were the only reason I had ever left the house. But things have changed now and I'm so happy!!!