Listening to: Tom Petty - Won\'t back down
Feeling: awful
I HATE THIS FUCKING LIFE SO MUCH!!!! I just want to scream sometimes!!! AHHHHHHHHHh!
Today was going so well too. I finally went to school, stood in line for like an hour to get my classes. Came home and chilled. It was fine.
My mom gets home and I told her that I might of bounced a check for my glasses. They cost $248 and I called my account and there was like $220 in there. We went to put money in my account and it was fine but then she started bitching. I was gonna call someone while i was driving and she asked where my ear piece was for my cell phone...I didn't want to tell her but my cat had shewed it up and it didnt work. I told her and she got pissed cause it was like $30. Then we went to put gas in my car and I put my cell in the little cup holder. It had water in it...how was I supposed to know. She yelled at me and I just told her, are you dont bitching! Gees!
I come home, get online, trying to forget about what had happened in the car and Julian calles. His Frat is new to SLU and today they were gonna find out if they were really gonna be able to be on campus. Well they made it and he called me to tell me the good news but...he was drunk! So he was being stupid and calling me a bitch and then I was just like, go back to drinking and call me later and he was like "I'm mad at you!" and hung up on my. I swear, I'm so mad right now. It may not sound like much but everything just builds up and I wanna scream!!!!!
And this whole money issue with my mom. I just want it to end and now i have to pay for school! OMG! Why cant money just like fall from the fucking sky and take these problems away. And to top it off, we're watching Fucking Rich Girls!
Somestimes I want this life to end, I just hate it!!!!!
Hope your day is better today!
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