Hey...I'm so bored right now! I just decided to write for the hell of it. Its already wednesday, this week is going by super fast. I guess its cause I dont have my car. My friend is gonna come fix it tomorrow so I'm way excited! I havent driven in forever! Monday, I didnt do anything. My aunt Lizzy spent the night with us. Her fiance' called off the wedding, but that night he came over to our house to apologize and said he would marry her the next day. They didnt get married, but they are still together. I guess things are ok. Tuesday, I dont remember what I did...prolly nothing. That night I talked to sean...kinda sorta. LOL! Hes so silly, I'm not gonna say why cause I dont wanna embarrass the boy! Today, I didnt do much. I was online most of the day...I really need my car back. Ive been feeling really weird lately. I dont know why. I think I'm getting lonely again. Like, the whole thing with my aunt...Like i see her and how shes been with her fiance for like 8 or 9 years and it seems like they are just falling apart...then theres me and I'm just there! I dont want a BF, but i want a guy friend that i can like talk to and like go watch movies with. Like a Will and Grace type relationship. I used to have that with Sergio for a while and it was great...but thats long gone and I want it back. Like on the 4th of July, I was with Veronica and Her bf. I was the thrid wheel and its always like that and it sucks ass! I dont know what to do...I'm not gonna look, that never works...*sigh* I'm gonna go, till next time...